Hormones suck

I don't know what was up with my, why I was acting so crazy. But then again even as I say that, I don't think that I was crazy. I was being a girl.

Normally, I can deal with those sorts of emotions and I don't let them interfere with my relationships.

I blames hormones.

Anywho, for some reason or another I feel better. Sorta.

I mean I still stand beside everything that I said. I wasn't lying about missing him or wanting to be wanted. But at least I got myself more under control to where I can control that.

It sounds like I'm just shoving it away...but it's more like I'm just not letting it rule me. I let it out every now and then. I take it out for a walk, give it fresh air.

But yea. Hormones suck.